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Name: Ninin
Country: Singapore
Metro: Singapore
Birthday: 9/7/1985
Gender: Female


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Member Since: 3/16/2006

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Friday, January 05, 2007

back to Singapore

After the whole great week I had back home.

The reality of coming back in

Singapore

is freakin me out

Am now experiencing ‘fear’ deep inside of me

Fear of losing my pals and girlfriends like here in Indo

Don’t get me wrong

My friends in

Singapore

are great

But I do have a bond!!! With my long never see girlfriends here

Gonna miss’em so so much much

We’re like in “sex and the city” without the sex part

Fiuh…

Well.. that’s not it..

When I head back to

Singapore

on Thursday

I’ll be stayin in a new house

With 2 total strangers who look quite nice..

In a fully furnished brand new room

I have to clean up and do my 3 assignments on the go

Well.. again.. that’s not it

The exact thing that am concerned the most is losing the warmth by the people at home

The morning ritual

The good nite talk with my sisters, bros, mom and dad

What should I do to take this feelings away?

I don’t want to say that I won’t miss them

Missing them means I love them

Well.. I guess the only thing is to take the chance and get goin rite

^ ^

Orite then

I have to leave now

ciau


Quoutes

There are some quotes that I found very interesting from some movies I watched lately

“I don’t wanna be the product of the environment, I want my environment to be the product of me!!!”, Jack Nicholson, The Departed

“The nail that stick out will be hammered”, Tokyo Drift

“to attack back when being attacked? Even dogs have that kind of courage!”, Troy

“what I don’t know won’t hurt me!” All the kings men


Last day in Singapore in 2006

hmmm. when it comes to the end of the year

every one will get so excited of what will happen in the next year

a new resolutions and goals being made

but while some excited

some are dissapointed

well.. nomatterwhat, I choose to get excited

the excitement is the thing that makes everything seems alive

a new year.. can be just a new year.. until u think of something new.. for the new year..

Hmm..

I have a very normal resolutions for next year

for a new graduate, I will expect to have a decent job in the marketplace

the job that I love, the colleague that are nice and sincere.. the job that gives me prestige, new knowledge.. use my talent and ability .. (fyi, I love prestige, and am not ashamed to admit it.. hehe, its not my primary purpose, but I love it)

I must think of some other resolutions that create enthusiasm and the sense of an urge for the year 2007.

talkin.. ,.. Today's amazinggg

I woke up in the morning, was shocked by my hse mate, coz she wanted to remove my room table, coz we're moving house. I wasn't very happy.. coz am going back home to Indo tomorow.. and I have a million plan to do this whole day.. I dun want my room to be messed up by any furniture removal (coz I have so many things on my table), but i think.. she can read my ugly face.. haha.. then she promised me to move it some other time...

my morning even more perfect when i had a happy thought of skipping my class, so I won't sleep so late for packing for moving house and going back. haha..

I finished my packing at 10. time to go to afternoon class. coz I got a presentation. need to come early for preparation. I have prepared for my outfit for this presentation. I just bought a black, knit, warm pantyhose from Mossimo duti and a new leather shoes from Charles and Keith leather shoes as my Christmas present from my sister.  I wanted to wear a blazer, but I feel it's just too much, so I was mix and matching my pencil skirt (the bottom from the blazer) with some of my leftover clothes in my room (coz most of them are ard packed to the new house).

then finnaly I decided to wear my GAP shanghai neck stripy beige and white color shirt, with my grey Issac Mizrahi cardigan which has string tied up on the waist, my very dark blue almost black pencil skirt, my lovely pantyhose, and my leathershoes.

I just cut my hair, so i decided just to wax around my hair, make it messy nice a little wet look. But it didn't work. so.. I tried to tied my short hair, clip up the leftover hair in the left and the right, and then fold my little short tied hair to the inside of my hair.. and clip it again... Ta dahh..  I like ittttt..., feels like i got my long hair back (btw. it was an accident that my hair so too short)

everybody says that I look good today

hmmm.. make me smile all dayyy.. haha..

(to be continued


Liberation of Fear

It is our light not our darkness that most frightens us

Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate.

Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure.

It is our light not our darkness that most frightens us.

We ask ourselves, who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented and fabulous?

Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God.

Your playing small does not serve the world.

There's nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you.

We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us

It's not just the same of us ; It's in everyone.

And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same.

As we are liberated from our own fear,

Our presence automatically liberates others.


Numbers 27: 15 - 17

"May the Lord, the God of the spirits of all mankind, appoint a man over this community to go out and come in, so the Lord's people will not be like sheep without a sheperd" Numbers 27: 15 - 17



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